last night, when Ken, Peejay and Karlo waved goodbye, Philipp and I went inside and stayed in the living room with my mom. in the midst of our conversation, his cp beeped. it was his mom. and since it was already 11pm, its time for him to leave. he drove off and texted him "beh text me pag naka uwi ka na po. love you.." clock ticks.. i keep on waiting. then i went online in yahoo and checked my mail. i got a message from philipp - he got home already. then he went online in ym.


ruth: beh kanina may napansin ako sau?

philipp: ano po?

ruth: parang may gusto ka sabihin na ewan

philipp: pano mo nsbi?

ruth: d ko alam eh. basta there s something na parang may gusto ka sabihin. be honest, meron right?

philipp: un nga po umihip ng tenga q *sweat*
philipp: saka bhe promise ang lamig talaga kanina ng hangin n umihip s tenga ko

ruth: baka beh si kuya nihipan ka

philipp: uu nga eh
philipp: OMG! lamig tlga eh

ruth: d ko alam beh..

philipp: d ko masabi sau

ruth: why d mo masabi beh ? natakot ka kanina?

philipp: opo. biglaan eh
philipp: saka kaya ako tingin ng tingin kanina sa salamin baka makita ko kung cno eh

ruth: lately beh lagi ako may nararamdaman dto sa bahay na may kasama kaming ibang tao
ruth: ako lang mag isa dto sa baba lagi d ba?
ruth: tapos ung mga upuan sa labas lagi kumakalabog

philipp: den?
philipp: OMG!

ruth: parang si kuya beh eh

philipp: di ko kasi talaga gusto ung ngyayari sakin dyan knina pa

ruth: ano ba nararamdaman mo beh kanina pa?

philipp: knina bhe nasa labas ako naka upo
philipp: grabe lakas ng amoy ng kandila saka ung iniinbalsemong bangkay kaya nga d ako makatayo eh kc sumasama ung tyan ko sa amoy saka ung tuhod ko nanlambot 1st time kc un

ruth: amoy ng kandila????
ruth: OMG !
ruth: naiiyak na ako

philipp: umakyat ka na bhe nanlalamig na naman batok ko
philipp: wag k n muna tatapat sa salamin nyo s cr

ruth: beh ang lamig ng likod ko
ruth: natatakot na ako
ruth: aakyat na po ako

philipp: dasal k
ruth: opo
ruth: kanina pa malamig likod ko
philipp: dc n tau


i rushed into my mom's room and i was crying. crying because i was really scared. coldness wrapped around my body. i told her everything and asked her to pray the rosary. while we were praying, i felt really cold and i grasp my mom's hands and told her, "Ma, please help me para akong lumulutang!" i put my mom's hand to my ears because i couldn't hear myself from praying. i could almost hear a different voice, somebody was praying with me.. darn! my brother was crying too. i put my brother's hand to my left ear so that i wouldn't be hearing anything except myself to pray. i read the bible - PSALM 91. I message Philipp what happened and i went off to sleep. i couldn't sleep well because my feet were cold even I'm wrapped in blanket. and my brother keeps on shouting "uy, ano un! waaa (just his imagination?) .. may ipis"

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