The reason: i wanted to bare my soul and carry it on but my mind say no; follow my instinct or if you don’t want to clean your mess again, just do your thing. i cannot speak what is in my mind (damn protecting myself) because i know i might hurt people who are close to me. i tried to escape and play hide and seek and yet i feel it doesn't make sense. I learn from my mistakes – think first before you speak and I don’t want to mess up again for the nth time. it is hard… really… especially when you know that they are reading your blog -- I will just hold my tongue.

Where I’ve been?
Busy looking for a new job (woohoo finally.. nauntog ang tamad! Haha). Completing my requirements and trying to be alone -- away from the cruel world of internet, avoiding virtual friends and intrigues (nux! hahaha) wala lang… secret nalang kunyari para kunayari may reason. Ooohhh – bitch!
Cow statement: oh well... poor me. haha.

Feeling significant?
No. just because i made that decision will give me an impression of "pa-importante biatch?". Anyway, whatever!

honeslty i cannot install java that is why i can't blog well and not just blog but can't access essential sites and programs that is supported by java. So I gave myself a break. Im working on my first blog layout and hope to publish it soon.
Cow statement: … pathetic biatch >_<

How’s your job application?
I passed the examination (quite difficult and ambiguous) but my final interview didn’t work out right -- My tongue tied huhuhu. T__T
Cow statement: NO DICE T__T

job haunt booboos?
This is really funny – I am a person who is not geographically gifted and I used to get lost in some places. Even my friends and family used to call me “WALAIN” so don’t ask me how many times I get lost in MRT Station. Hahaha (pucha ang babaw pero totoo toh)

Walain – laging nawawala.

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